Random Thoughts and stuff

What a chill day. I cleaned my closet. I have a big azz collection of damn porno DVDs that I have never watched. I think I watched one a long time ago. So, I popped one into the DVD player. Called Freakdorm. It wasnt al that. But I remember going thru a phase where I thought I should get some DVDs and a friend worked in one of those now closed shops in times square and gave me some. Oh well.

Change can do two things build you or break you. I think I am getting stronger. Still dumb as hell but a lil smarter when it comes to people. Most people just wanna use you or steal your knowledge. Parasites!

I was so fed up with this dude named reggie that I spazzed on him big time. Hes such a BS type of brother. I guess hes straight. I gotta say damn that piece of shit is fine as hell. Why are fine guys so fucked up in the head. hes def fucked up. I keep tellin that red ass nukka Im not your fuckin friend. Id die to have him as a friend he looks and smells like trouble. I swear but he hangs in my neighborhood and always finds a damn excuse to holla. my prayer is may he lose his damn tounge its forked anyway

My friend came over and reggie and C were leaving and he wants a BF so bad. But I told him. U dont want that shit that just left here. But he is eyeing reggie a hard head makes a empty wallet I told him. Ythats a user there I told him. He use to make his girl turn tricks imagaine what hed do to a guy!

Years ago I remember this guy who I cant name had the nerve I was single and shit to come to my house and he got butt ass naked and he said " fuck me like a bitch" damn Im so silly that it just made me laugh. Still does. I just laugh whenever I htink of that. I was like you faggot ass bitch lol...Everyday I swear I see him and hes my morning laugh. he is a runner for this crack house up the street. I know they be dogging his behind out. Ill makes me laugh thinking about it. That means he must have become a drug user. Never considered that but why else be a runner? Damn I wanna say " sun do u remember that time you snuck in my moms crib at 3 am and said...."

Life is soo funny. Thats one skank ass dude. My friend must be very desperate. I didnt do crap with him basically he wasnt fat but his behind is really big and I kept remembering what an ass is used for I was mad trippin! I couldnt do it.

I like skinny guys. I guess I always will. I wonder where we get our preferances from in life? Ive had some weird preferances.

I am soo tripping on this blog., My mind wanders too much needs this clensing

Gabe is at his stepmothers we needed air. Sometimes he sits like a bump on a log and I have to evict him for both our sanitys. He dreams too much and puts too little action into his dreams. I guess my buddy sleeps well if nothing damn else. We will be fine in a week this is a yearly damn thing

I see alot of people cry over men and women I shed a tear for one man at 16 and one girl thats it. The rest of em i cant even muster fake tears. Im proud to be a realist if nothing damn elkse. If the shoe doesnt fit....Donate it

Gabe said thats cold but I cant beat my head up against the wall. Grown folks are what they are and we have but two choices accept it or keep it movin. Im glad we cant get married shit. That would be something. Dating is to find out what you can stand. I ride the yellow bus cause it sure is taking me awhile to figure it out. or maybe im evoling? Thats a thought

Im in limbo....7 years is a long time tho. God help us all if I wake up 7 years later then where will I be? Lookin pretty dumb and 7 years older to boot!

Ill see how it goes. Living apart for a while might make us appreciate each other more. Tho he does so little I wonder.

Im feelin good today. Im going to get my games from Kevins house and then walk the dog and go to bed. Life is a great thing long as you have health and a reasonable portion of your mind