Everyday is harder without you I realize so much how i took you for granted . I'm even sadder know that I'm so much of a late bloomer and you wisdom has dawned on me after the fall and destruction of our empire.
Everytime I think about you i want to just go hide because it hurts to know i love you and your love is mute for me. Each day i battle with the changes and every day my heart breaks. With the feeling of regret of my past wrong doings to you. I wish i could cry in your arms like i use to like a baby know the only person here with me is god .
I sometimes wonder if those selfish petty reasons i had for leaving you was worth it. But, as I grief I love you more because my love for you is eternal and forever always forever
Dominique
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