POOR DR. SEUSS IS NOTHING SACRED ANYMORE LOL

I KNOW POOR DR SEUSS TURNS OVER IN HIS GRAVE! BUT YOU GOTTA ADMIT IT IS KINDA FUNNY IN A PERVERSE SORTA WAY LOL

THIS IS MY FAVE....

A PERFECT FALL DAY

I CANT BELIEVE IT IS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN!

This is the time of year that I put the house in order. I have already bought the majority of my gifts and with a nod to the ailing economy I'm not throwing a lot of parties this year. ( cause I cant afford too) I am buying a tree a really great gifts for my two best friends lenny and Patricia. Without them i would not have made it thru this year sane! I swear God has blessed you when you can really call someone a friend and not believe your exaggerating!

However, I refuse to buy liquor for people to drink and act the fool in my house this year. I am throwing one dinner ONE. and fully intend to do it so old fashion in the damn dining room (PEOPLE WONT BE TEMPTED TO LINGER STUCK AT A TABLE. i CAN CLEAR IT AND THEM) . Really, Why have china and all that old folks crap and not use it? I told Gabe as soon as i kick off whoever he decides to get will probably sell my stuff on Craigslist LOL

My birthday party will be held somewhere else so I'm not stuck being part of the clean up committee AND more importantly, I am going to mass this year and since I am a somewhat practicing catholic I'm going to fulfill my obligation to attend confession at least once within the year. Oh and make it to mass at least once. i did attend like a Baptist church twice in the summer. I liked the music!

I never understood confession at all. I prefer to just talk to Jesus myself but as a kid I couldn't resist shocking the heck outta the parish priest. I use to belong to Saint Bridges Parish and we had this young priest named Father Mark who use to shake his boots to see my black behind entering that booth. Id confess masturbation in graphic detail to him ( I was obsessed with masturbation at 12) till finally the poor man ran from the booth and had me in for one on one counseling explaining their was no need to be so graphic LOL. He all but tole me Could report my sins to Jesus my darn self. I still laugh at the memory and a small part of me wishes I knew where they shipped him off to id like to cal him and shock him with this years foolishness lol

Serious Now, Seriously I'm truly thankful for my life and all God has blessed me with. Even though I see blue days I also see alot of sunny days....This is one of them.....A perfect Fall day!

Being accepted in their world

Man, Lord knows it aint easy. Tonight once again we completed a segment of our Podcast "True Urbane Havoc Entertainment Hour" tonights theme was house and I was working with 3 djs and some independent artists here in Brooklyn, NY.

First off, Im NO DJ. My partna is thats his world but I do have a ear. Plus in 2006-2007 I hosted their podcasts which got pretty good reviews and a pretty good fan base.

It was something to do to make our bond tight. I personally listen to old music even as a shorty I was listening to jazz and Gabe is a head. Liking hip hop and House. But somehow we merged and I got introduced to a brother named Muhammad from Baltimore at a talent show. I was just listening and he asked "what do u think" and I just said what I believed and thats how the concept of the podcast was born out of clips from independent artists.

Imagine my surprise when I was watching BCAT and one of the acts I thought would "make it" had made a nice video and were signed artists.

Its not my bag but I love the energy. I bring my dog and tell the brothers their if me and Patrick dont feel like dancin it aint hot LOL thats what tonight is solely based on me and my freakin dancin chihuua.

Its hard fitting into other worlds. I didnt want a "gay" Or "Straight" podcast. I didnt want talk about gay issues or straight issues and I knew it would be harder when certain activists in certin Yahoo groups dogged me for throwing the DJ Parties and not wanting this or that cause it was about music and fun not pick ups.

I got passed all that and hell if im not proud. Im very proud of the tracks here because I was around during the remixes and everything ...I hope everyone who reads this adds it to their IPOD.

WHEN THE OLD IDEAS NO LONGER WORK

I was thinking about this past campaign. Change was the main focus, the driving point of the campaign.

Young kids screamed for change, middle aged people welcomed change, old people somewhat were wary of change.

John Mccain came from a time when people bought 78RPM records, Electricity wasn't a member of every-ones home and race issues were essential a non issue until African Americans garnered the right to vote.

In his days the press adored the republican party glorying in their wealth and labeling them the keepers of "things as they darn well should be"

During the campaign, I remember the first debate you could almost see the sneer and smirks as John McCain used the old tactics to make his points and state his case. However, the aftermath sealed his fate.

The internet, the TV everyone had a poll. No one liked his attitude and the way he presented himself. he came off as condescending, smug and that to me sealed his fate.

There was a time in America where good, God fearing people bought what the politicians said hook line and sinker as long as they said "God Bless America" Obamas former associate sans minister said "God Damn America" as outraged as we all wanted to be we all said that every time we opened a light bill, or we declined credit.

Oh of course no one said it in polite politically correct America but I'm always reminded of the Marie Antoinette MTV movie where the masses go against her. America re enacted that movie per batum. We just haven't lynched Bush yet.

In the past year we have been lied to. The republican party used scare tactics and Osama Bin Laden as the key to the kingdom, this being the White House and when they got in their. They caught and jailed somebody but it damn sure wasn't Obama Bin thats for sure and the war has dragged on and alot of us are at the point now of "what the hell is the war about anyway"

The old ideas stopped working and though its terrific that we have an African American as president elect. His fight wasn't that hard because we Americans especially us younger ones are getting smarter and smarter and not accepting what everyone representing the Red White and Blue has to say.

We are challenging these decisions and become political thinkers in our own right so while were praising Obama who ran a great campaign we better praise ourselves for waking and smelling the damn coffee

Journal Entry 200897

I miss writing these thoughts in my notebook.

The thing when your in a relationship especially a long term one its hard to make friends because people have ulterior motives. I'm no prude but I'm just not into all that swapping and stuff doesn't intrest me at all. I think its dangerous I have seen many heterosexual relationships go under behind that BS. The only thing i see much diffrent in Hetro and homo relationships is the genders so if its not good for the goose....Besides Im just shy. I cant imagine telling someone I love them and sleeping with everybody. HMMM People say you have to hold your head but if you indulge in every passing fancy or whim it could open up doors. I tried it once when I was like 19 ( i think it was Paul who I had this huge crush on and my two friends Bootsie and Marcell when i lived in Fla I still get a upset stomich at the thought. Friends just dont need to see everything on each other! LOL and wasn't impressed at all it was just too many body and body parts for me. Does this make me a prude? There was a gay couple we use to play cards with. They both acted like wimps but they were ok and they actually threw it up in the air. hell, even if i was single I would jump over them to get to someone else! Somethings I just cant imagine!

Whoever heard of a gay prude lol that is funny.

Shawn thinks hes going to be a singer and he doesn't sound that good anymore to me. I listen to the one song he made on a cd back in 2005 and its slammin now his voice has a I dunno its aging he got out of school b4 us so hes gotta be almost 40 that should be his prime? Should i tell him this. Think about this this may be important to our friendship. He asked me to play a song on my keyboards I dont want to. Its all a drag to me.

What a day today was. I took the whole day off and rested. Last night Gabe had to close his Fathers bodega down because the electoral celebrations were hot and heavy in Brooklyn. Which was beautiful except the crack heads sneak in and try to steal stuff so that's not so good. Plus I had to get up and drive and pick him up. He didn't want to walk. I was happy to we went and got chicken nuggets the Mickey Ds on Fulton stays open 24 hours if u drive.

Charles finally got his CNA I'm so proud of him whenever we had to go away wed let him stay at our house. Hes from another country and lives with his Mom and I love him like a brother.

We have a neighbor that has all types of company all night and last night they caught someone trying to climb the fire escape to sneak in his house. Hes a single male, probably gay but defiantely a drug addict which is sad. Why are the supposedly mature ( i use that term verrryyyyy loosely still toying with that 80's shit?

I promised Gabe id stop with the notebooks but there is nothing like riding a bus and just writing thoughts as they come. I read a notebook from 6th grade it said

"antoine coleman is my best friend we are in Ms. Petrizellis class together. I don't wanna be mark Hardy's friend anymore he smells like friend chicken.

Imagine! ive been keeping a journal all these years. I wonder am I addicted. Well i got my writing fix i can clock out and work on dinner.... I wonder what ever happen to Antoine anyway? When I go out to Long island I'm going by his mothers house and ask.

stars over broadway

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AMERICA HAS VOTED! AND NOW WE CAN MOVE ON

When I heard that Barack Obama had won. I'm not a weeper but I wept. I wept for joy that the American people. My People, looked past a mans skin color and voted for what they believed was the best man for the job.

I wept when I thought of my great grand Mother, My Nana, My Mother all the women and men in my family who always believed that one day America would wake up and put their petty thoughts aside. Wise up and they did.

I wept for Dr. martin Luther King that had a dream and I smiled as I said to myself, "Dreams come true"

I smile and I weep and I pray that Obama lives up to his talk and his dreams because this is just the beginning of a long uphill journey and now to my guests.....

Blue Holiday

I was wondering why I have this lethargic feeling. Since yesterday I have desperately been trying to keep myself busy and tho my mind races with dozens of inane tasks that require my attention I keep ending up on the couch. Head up or face down asleep.

Finally, Gabe said, This will be the first Thanksgiving and Christmas without your Mom and the second without your Dad and my nose began to burn. That funny feeling you get when you either drink a Pepsi too fast or are about to cry.

I thought I could be stronger than this. I thought I could breeze thru everything. I just wanted the grief to be over and here it is hitting me full frontal and making me feel that Im a big baby that cant cope.

I know its a process. Its only been since April 18, 2008 that my Mom left here and I know she wouldnt be here forever. I know Im blessed with a great life partner and a pet and some friends who i actually care about.

But, theres this little hole in my heart that wants my Mommy. I dont like the grief process its a cagy thing. It attacks and then makes you believe your getting on and then these holidays come and it hits you. You remember the joy of the big dinners and the music and the laughter and all the sharing and you realize its gone but I know I need to build new memories with Gabe and I want to but I cant.

Instead im sitting in front of my computer like a 12 year old my nose is running and I want to cry but know that I shouldnt that really its going to pass.

Maybe years later I will read this and remember how I felt. How I coped..

Gabe told me that maybe we should go to Atlanta or maybe Fla for the holidays just get out the house. But, We have so many plans the expense would set us behind by almost a year plus, I just dont care for either place. Id as soon cope under my own roof.

Thats what I will do. Im going to go online get the recipes for some things and clean the house. Take the next 3 days off and pull the house together get the cards done and take Gabes dad to his Dialysis I love his father almost like my own. But not the same. His father is like a curiousity. Much diffrent than my Dad. But just as strong.

Ill be OK. This moment has passes

FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO THINK

If you think you are unhappy, look at them... If you think your salary is low, how about her? If you think you don't have many friends... When you feel like giving up, think of this man If you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does? If you complain about your transport system, how about them? If your society is unfair to you, how about her? Enjoy life how it is and as it comes. Things are worse for others and is a lot better for us. There are many things in your life that will catch your eye but only a few will catch your heart....pursue those...

Which Guy R U (Or which guy do you want?)

i mailed this to two of my close friends that are kinda single (for an amazingly long time) One is a gay guy who is like 40 and swears if he isnt in a relationship hell go straight ( he says that every number) the female she will probbly join a church and start praying for the lord to send her the right mate (lol)

a great article tho

THE ROCK

SPOT HIM

Typical interests: Organized groups (like a running club), gadgets, nonfiction books

When he's stressed, he analyzes the situation and makes lists and plans.

He lights up if you say: "I could really use your advice on something.

HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...

You want your boyfriend to be a supportive, steadfast partner who shares your sensible approach to life and is smart enough to get your sometimes quirky side without judging.

You're turned on by witty, intelligent conversation and gifts that show the affection he's not so great at verbalizing.

You deal with problems by talking about them rationally. This guy's always game for reasoned debates, but drama queens will lose big -- emotional outbursts freak him out.

SYNCING UP

His favorite dates: He feels most energized when he's engaging his mind, so try watching a documentary, seeing an interesting exhibit, or taking a class, such as sushi making.

Relationship requirements: This dedicated dude gets totally absorbed in his interests. If you don't even ask about them ("How was Shark Week?"), he'll feel like you don't get him. He's also tuned in to etiquette, so gaffes (like bailing on plans) turn him off.

What he seeks in a soul mate: To really trust you, he has to know that you respect his cerebral nature. Help coax out his playful side with plans he'd never make on his own and he'll see you as the total package.

THE DOER

SPOT HIM

Typical interests: Sports (playing and watching), barbecuing, building things

When he's stressed, he dives in and deals with the cause, whether it means extra hours at work or a showdown.

He lights up if you say: "Is there anything you can't make happen?"

HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...

You want your boyfriend to be the classic male archetype -- a protective, take-charge dude who doesn't yap about his feelings but lets his guard down when alone with you.

You're turned on by grand gestures, like spontaneous PDAs, and manly deeds, like changing your car's oil.

You deal with problems directly without any passive-aggressive BS. He's quick to confront conflict. If you are too, your issues will disappear once you hash them out.

SYNCING UP

His favorite dates: His heart beats faster (figuratively and literally) when he's active, so suggest a hike in the woods or a boxing class followed by drinks.

Relationship requirements: This on-the-go guy needs solo time to recharge and will feel smothered if you are clingy. You'll need a thick skin, because he doesn't sugarcoat things...ever.

What he seeks in a soul mate: His he-man side needs you to appreciate his efforts to lead. But under his strong, silent exterior, he's a superloyal softie. He feels complete when you can talk about the feelings that he internalizes.

THE THRILL CHASER

SPOT HIM

Typical interests: Outdoor activities (like camping and skiing), foreign travel, parties and crowds

When he's stressed, he distracts himself with something amusing, like watching the game or organizing a social outing.

He lights up if you say: "Oh, you have a fascinating story about that -- c'mon, tell everyone."

HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...

You want your boyfriend to be a whirlwind of personality who can liven things up, make you laugh, get you out of your head, and keep you guessing...in a good way.

You're turned on by unpredictable, exciting plans.

You deal with problems in a casual, nonconfrontational way. Mr. Conflict Avoidance hates when you're unhappy with him and will deflect attention unless you tackle the issue.

SYNCING UP

His favorite dates: This class clown loves being around new people -- think karaoke night or a charity casino event. He's also thrilled by new accomplishments, like scaling a rock wall at the gym.

Relationship requirements: He needs a laissez-faire chick who won't try to rein in his inner wild child. He is willing to share the spotlight, just not all of it.

What he seeks in a soul mate: The ultimate people person bonds best with an ever-evolving woman who can match his lust for new experiences. He craves independence yet still needs to know he's important to you, so being secure enough to show you care is a must.

THE SWEETHEART

SPOT HIM

Typical interests: Music, cooking dinner for friends, reading literature

When he's stressed, he talks about it with confidants until he finds a solution.

He lights up if you say: "I never would have noticed that. You're so observant!"

HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...

You want your boyfriend to be a guy who truly listens, understands your girlie side, and can talk about feelings.

You're turned on by sweet, movie-worthy romance, like slow kisses and crazy-great compliments.

You deal with problems by honestly addressing them and taking emotions into consideration. He's a philosopher at heart, and even if you two don't agree in the end, you'll learn tons about each other during your in-depth discussions.

SYNCING UP

His favorite dates: Atmosphere matters to this sensualist, so find a spot with a romantic vibe (try a botanical garden or outdoor jazz concert) for the real highlight: your ever-intensifying one-on-one bond.

Relationship requirements: This nurturer tries to know everyone he meets on a deeper level, which can be rough if you're the jealous type. Also, he's so into connecting that he'll feel dissed if you don't share your problems.

What he seeks in a soul mate: This idealist falls when he knows you value communication too. Because he tends to ruminate, you'll enhance his life by being decisive yourself.

Reprinted with permission of Hearst Communications, Inc.

First Day Back At Multiply

Unbelievable the shit that AOL pulled with their journals I had years worth of personal journals that dated back to 2006 on their and I wanted to put it here but when i began pulling it and reading it some of the stuff was intensely personal as it really was a private blog plus i wasnt up for all that cut and paste BS. I had two multiply pages and two AIM pages. I do alot of personal blogging cuz I use to write in a Black and white marble composition book since about 12 and i have so many of those damn things in 2005 i decided to modernize.

I hope multiply doesn't go but i put all my good stuff pics and family things on Blogger cause I doubt Google will be going thru the finical meltdown AOL or rather Time Warner ( the parent company) is dealing with. I'm not even wanting to use their Email anymore.

Yahoo at least says BETA so why people cop attitudes about a test/pilot program is ludicrous. But I like Yahoo (unfortunately) its the people their that are lazy. They never blog. I love em tho.

Hope to meet at least 16 good people here thats my limit cause I like to read stuff when I actually log on.

I'm actually back to using the desktop in the house. I enjoyed my last visit so much with people posting videos that I couldn't see cuz I was using a MDA or sometimes a Sidekick that I called Verizon and had the broadband put back on in the house

A bold move poor Gabe thought I had caught dementia abut he said its good to see you doing something for you for a change. I have Gabe and a 12 year old relative I'm raising so my life is busy, busy busy.....

First Day Back At Multiply

Unbelievable the shit that AOL pulled with their journals I had years worth of personal journals that dated back to 2006 on their and I wanted to put it here but when i began pulling it and reading it some of the stuff was intensly personal as it really was a private blog plus i wasnt up for all that cut and paste BS. I had two multiply pages and two AIM pages. I do alot of personal blogging cuz I use to write in a Black and white marble composition book since about 12 and i have so many of those damn things in 2005 i decided to modernize.

I hope multiply doesnt go but i put all my good stuff pics and family things on Blogger cause I doubt Google will be going thru the finalical meltdown AOL or rather Time Warner ( the parent company) is dealing with. Im not even wanting to use their Emal anymore.

Yahoo at least says BETA so why people cop attitudes about a test/pilot program is ludicrous. But I like Yahoo (unfortunately) its the people their that are lazy. They never blog. I love em tho.

Hope to meet at least 16 good people here thats my limit cause I like to read stuff when I actually log on.

Im actually back to using the desktop in the house. I enjoyed my last visit so much with people posting videos that I couldnt see cuz I was using a MDA or sometimes a Sidekick that I called Verizon and had the broadband put back on in the house

A bold move poor Gabe thought I had caught dementia abut he said its good to see youo doing something for you for a change. I have Gabe and a 12 year old relative im raising so my life is busy, busy busy.....

The problems with too much thinking

Have you ever thought you were having a inteligent conversation. One that you would walk away with a gem or too to help your life long journey a better way?

Yet you get caught up in a ridculous chit chat about nothing? Why are our friends like that? Its as if we dont pick our friends just right.

they say friends are a reflection of us. THAT IS SCARY!!!! WHEN I LOOK AT MY REAL FRIENDS IM PERPLEXED AND I HAVE TO DO A INNER SEARCH TO SEE WHAT SCREWED UP PART OF ME COMPLIMENTS MY FRIENDS. tHE ONES THAT ARE ARGUMENTITIVE, DRAMA RIDDEN, FOOLISH. THE ONE WITH THE YEA LONG LIST OF ADDICTIONS LIKE SEX, DRUGS, ALCOHOL.

HAVE MERCY ISNT THIS SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT???

Straight Pride Parade on Eastern Parkway, Brooklyn NY

Eastern Parkway has been the grand finale of the West Indian Day Parade for many years and rightfully so.
Its a fun loving celebration of a large majority of the Flatbush, Crown Heights populous which are Caribbean Americans or descended there of.
Hard working people who each year share a large part of their culture with the rest of the melting pot that is Brooklyn, NY. That is America.
However. this year we may have something new to look forward too. Record Label TCOOO (TAKING CARE OF OUR OWN) is hosting a response to the LGBTs pride parade.
Now of course we all know that everyone should have pride be you gay,straight. or bi be proud off what you do or don't do it has alays been my mantra, I mean face it America has many pride groups some are popular. some iconic some.....despised.
We have white surpremist touting their brand of white power. We have organized organizations such as the Latin Kings, LaFamilia and Yeta that duly promote Latino pride. We have the black panthers who promote black power...need I go on?
However, this will be promoted as a family event (this sounds very Jamaica meets Jessie Helms) at the height of a HIV epidemic that is currently endangering and destroying all cultures of the colored heterosexual community.
Granted the Jamaican music industry has lost a lot of revenue in concert appearances which is the meat and potatoes of any music performers income so its only logical that white gay advocacy groups should cast a questioning brow at this new endeavor. Asking is this revenge
Moreover, as political correctness demands the response from various gay voices and advocates were a wary if not fully convincing 'as long as their not promoting violence against us '
I'm sure as a African American/Panamanian resident and avid music lover is all because of the album '18 (karat Reggae 2008 Global Warming' which carries the tune 'Hit Em Hard' a song gay advocates is said is about gays and advocating violence against their supposedly sinful ways.
I did a quick peruse of craigslists men seeking men section and found quite a few DL Jamaicans offering all sorts of same sex escapades for free...wonder will they be marching August 31 with their wives and kids?

jahlaune Kelly
brooklyn,NY
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Date: Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:22:59 -0700

Here you go......

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries
are getting dead?

Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there
is not enough money?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars,
but check when you say the paint is wet?
Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when a revolve
r is thrown at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

If people evolved from apes,why are there still apes?

Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are
always white?

Is there ever a day that mattresses
are not on sale?

Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that
something new to eat will have materialized?

Why do people keep running ove r a string a dozen times with their
vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it
down to give the vacuum one more chance?

Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

How do those dead bu gs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling
off the table you always manage to knock something else over?

In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer
when we complained about the heat?

How come you never hear father-in-law jokes?

And my FAVORITE......
The statistics on sanity is that one out of every four persons are
suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best
friends -- if they're okay, then it's you.
~~~Now send this on to your friends and make them smile too!~~~
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